There has been no place where this blog wasn’t written My sofa, my bed, my beanbag...the most favorite..sitting in balcony... I still don’t know why my fingers were vibrating while typing this on my laptop...Here I am.. flashing back all the memories that live with somewhere in deep corners of my heart... Peeling the layer one by one and looking them.. smiling and sometimes blushing... How was I long back ago ?...All the things that I came across..each individual I have met..every song I have heard..every place where I visited... I don't remember everybody's names...but yes, I know.. You all are the reason for me...where I am standing right now...Its been 29 years of my life..but what Life means,I learnt it today...Its about being to yourself only..All the mistakes I did in past..I have compiled them all and given them a name called 'Experience'....Today, I realized it.. being truthful is the best option for everything...Thank you all..the one who had been a part of my life, made me realize what actually things are and how to live with and without them !I have met people.. who wished, prayed and cared for me always. And they, only they are my strengths...Almost everybody taught me the lesson of patience..which makes me stand strong today..

There comes a point in life where Fun no longer means clubbing,drinking or being out till 4am or thinking about yourself! Fun means Disney movies,family dinners,bed time stories,long cuddles,messy house,sleeping by 10 Pm and hearing little voice says 'I love U'.Becoming a Parents doesnt change u, it makes u realize that the little People YOU created deserves the best of your TIME :)

Its been 17 days that a new year has started..for me...its always been calender rolling in...but thinking of the year gone back...i can sum up 2012 in words...few months brought me lot of happiness and unforgettable memories for life time and few months gave me strange experiences to learn the reality of life..i went through my old posts today and re- reading it ..i smiled at myself for writing with so much of innocence and i wish i could write that way again...i obviously can..i have so much to say...so many things to write but donht know what resists my feelings to be penned down..maybe somehow confused..

When I woke up today morning after a so called hectic week... it seemed that I have a lot of "writing" ideas inside me... Shaayad it is the free flowing creative thoughts… when in a state of semi-consciousness...Before me even stepping down from my bed.. I start my day by talking to my god.. If I don’t perform this daily ritual.. I feel… something is missing... Maybe it’s the trust, faith and belief inside me…Questions started erupting in my mind and they seemed totally profound. Does God hear me praying every morning? Is God happy with me? Does he want me to do anything more than this?...arghhhhh NO PANGAAS!!! Plzzz excuse me... as I don believe in illogical beliefs and by the way this is my post and I get to write what I feel; so pls do go ahead and read.... Don't break heads n hearts!!! Ok here goes the posting...Life has been very topsy turvy last few months....personally..I have no bloody Idea where I am..except for ki life feels good as usual...freak...my birthday comming up in few days...damn excited.. I still have those memories with me… When I was a kid..standing in front of the class.. in my new birthday dress and the whole class singing the birthday song and I m smiling and thanking everybody while they pick their toffees..Years passed on… The toffee distribution stopped and transformed into treats and birthday cards by my frnds..open house.. which was adda to my school was our favorite treat spot.. non-stop masti and mazaak...Further years passed on… Birthday celebrations in college are of a different.. I was introduced to my new mobile phone then.. When the clock struck 12… the ceremony used to begin.. The ritual of sms n texts.. I miss those lovely days now… Friends and family moved awaybut the celebration still goes on..

I loveee living in Dubai..

I have been living in Dubai for 5 yrs now and can say I lowwwe Dubai...I have my own reasons to love Dubai..Indian expat living in an Arab country..I can get ANYTHING delivered at any hour..night or day..food especially.. Burger King and Ravi at 3 AM!! No problem!....as the azaan begins at 5 AM and can be heard in every corner of Dubai 5 times a day....I now say my own prayer for peace regularly..also Skype keeps me in touch with frndz n family back home and make it is easy now to participate and enjoy family drama from a distance.... in a matter of minutes,i can hear Arabic..English... Hindi..Tagalog.. Tamil... Sinhalese.. French..Italian..German, and some I can’t identify though..the joy of making frnds here..expats are bound together by the instinct to survive..so friendships are formed very quickly... My husband has a job and I dont go out to work..as my energy level is quite high.. I am not at all nervous about not working and being just a homemaker.. Happily.. I have slipped into a daily rhythm that is fulfilling...

RanDom..

This is an absolutely Random n lenghty post..so read it at your own intrest..
There is no start or end to this one..I am just writing it in one flow..with whatever comes to my mind...As I always say..I have been away from blogworld for quite sometime and that too..with no reasons whatsoever..I feel I am very busy, but I don't know what am I busy in actually.. Life has been quite busy and I have moved into a new house in new area..I realise that I have become more mature in my attitude and outlook..signs of entering 30s maybe...ooops! I am now more concerned about buying houses rather than my usual shopping sprees...hehehehe...now thats quite a change in me!...On the personal side...I am so busy with CElmira whos is almost 4 yrs old now..I must say..she and I are completely addicted to each other.. and yeah..there is nothing more comforting and reassuring than the warmth of a child's touch and that awesomely precious smile ..I love you darling sooooo much! Freak..now I know what my parents went through bringing up me..! I completely agree when its said that you realise the importance of your parents much much more when you have kids of your own.. I could not agree more..husshhh...
And of course, coming to my favourite..bollywood..I have watched quite a lot of movies ...anyways..I have tried to make a return to the blogworld and yeah I must credit someone with this return..its my hubby..Assad... Thanks dear for keeping up and gving me many reminders to getback at this..

Celmi chat

Me to Celmira: You are the best baby on this planet,
C: Daddy why not on other planets?
Me: Other planets don't have babies beta
C: Why Allah made like this? Why there are no babies?
Me: umm.. hmm..
C: Other planets have people daddy?
Me: No beta there are no people on other planets, and thats why no babies. other planets don't have air and water beta.

(Celmira very logical thinking, and thanks for the hint to give you a logical answer)
;-)