It’s another morning...….. Again a routine day...Ohh, this is me… I shouted having a glance on my snap in today’s news paper.....But what the HELL it is doing in the death column??...Strange…One sec... Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe pain in my chest, but I don’t remember anything after that, I think I had a sound sleep.....Its morning now, ohh….. It’s already 10:00 AM, where is Celmi?....Where is everyone…??? I screamed.“I think there is a crowed outside my house, let me check.” I said to myself......So many people….. Not all of them crying…But why some of them crying…WHAT IS THIS??? I m laying there on the floor…“I AM HERE” … I shouted!!! ....No one listen.“LOOK I AM NOT DEAD” … I screamed once again!!!.... No one is interested in me.....They all were looking me on the bed.....I went back to my bed room.“Am I dead??” I asked myself....Where is Assad, my daughter, my mom-DAD, my friends?....I found them in the next room, all of them were crying… still trying to console each other....Assad was crying… he was really looking sad....Celmi was not sure what happened, but she was crying just coz her dad was sad.....How can I go without saying Celmi that I really love her....How can I go without saying Assad that he is really most caring husband in this world..??.......How can I go without saying my parents that I m … just because of u ??....How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I have done most of the wrong things in my life… thanks for being there always when I need them… and sorry for not being there when they really need me..I can see two people standing in the corner and trying to hide their tears…Ohh… they are my brother and sister, but a small misunderstanding made us part, and we have strong enough ego to keep us disconnect.....I went there.. And offered them my hand, “ I just want to say sorry for everything, please forgive me..”No response from other side, what the hell??.... they are still preserving their ego, I am saying sorry… even then!!!....But one sec…. it seems they are not able to see me!!!!.......My goodness… AM I REALLY DEAD???........I just sat down near ME; .........I was also feeling like crying…“OHH ALLAH!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS…”I just wasn’t to make my husband, my parents;my brother and sister, my friends realize that how much I love them........Assad entered in the room,....." Assad"...I shouted.......he didn’t hear my words........GOD!!!!” I screamed… a little more time plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..I cried…One more chance please… to hug Celmira...., to make my mom smile just once, to feel my dad proud on me at least for a moment,... to say sorry to my friends for everything..........Then I looked up and cried!!!!I shouted….“GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE!!!!”.........."You shouted in your sleep," said Assad as he gently woke me up. "Did you have a nightmare?"......I was sleeping….Ohh that was just a dream….Assad was there… he can hear me…This is the happiest moment of my life…I hugged him and whispered…. “U R THE MOST CARING HUSBAND IN THIS UNIVERSE…. I REALLY LOVE U DEAR”....I can’t understand the reason of the smile on his face ....still I m happy…. “THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SECOND CHANCE.”....
Recently i got this beautiful email from one of my friend and i can't stop my self to share it with you all... This is a forwarded email and I am sure it will touch your heart and make you think...(ofcourse I related it to me and my family to feel it more deeply....)
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