When I woke up today morning after a so called hectic week... it seemed that I have a lot of "writing" ideas inside me... Shaayad it is the free flowing creative thoughts… when in a state of semi-consciousness...Before me even stepping down from my bed.. I start my day by talking to my god.. If I don’t perform this daily ritual.. I feel… something is missing... Maybe it’s the trust, faith and belief inside me…Questions started erupting in my mind and they seemed totally profound. Does God hear me praying every morning? Is God happy with me? Does he want me to do anything more than this?...arghhhhh NO PANGAAS!!! Plzzz excuse me... as I don believe in illogical beliefs and by the way this is my post and I get to write what I feel; so pls do go ahead and read.... Don't break heads n hearts!!! Ok here goes the posting...Life has been very topsy turvy last few months....personally..I have no bloody Idea where I am..except for ki life feels good as usual...freak...my birthday comming up in few days...damn excited.. I still have those memories with me… When I was a kid..standing in front of the class.. in my new birthday dress and the whole class singing the birthday song and I m smiling and thanking everybody while they pick their toffees..Years passed on… The toffee distribution stopped and transformed into treats and birthday cards by my frnds..open house.. which was adda to my school was our favorite treat spot.. non-stop masti and mazaak...Further years passed on… Birthday celebrations in college are of a different.. I was introduced to my new mobile phone then.. When the clock struck 12… the ceremony used to begin.. The ritual of sms n texts.. I miss those lovely days now… Friends and family moved awaybut the celebration still goes on..